I'm sick of low carb, I'm sick of high carb, I'm sick of paleo, I'm sick of neolithic, I'm sick of food in general.
I'm sick of me, I'm sick of my body, I'm sick of being fat. I do not feel good in my skin right now. I'm tired and just....
Weeeeeeeeeeh!
I think it's time for me to start fasting again. I'm so sick of thinking about food so the only way to get away from food is to not eat it. I also think it might be time to start taking some vitamins, making sure I walk once a day and getting to bed a lot earlier than I have. I'm really at a place where I am not happy with my physicality anymore and it's going to take drastic action to sort it out. I don't know if I'm ready for that. But then that makes me sound like a weenie, and I'm not a weenie!
GAH!
You know, I probably just need a good amount of sleep and I'll feel much better, but for now...I'll just have to revel in this foul mood.
We all get the blahs. Courage, sister! Sounds like you need: 1. a mega-dose of Vit D3, 2.a massage, and 3. a decent night's sleep!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, I was going through a similar thing all winter, zero-carb, fasting, bingeing...
ReplyDeleteI just finished reading "The Gabriel Method" & he's got some great advice as to healing your perspective/weight loss from an emotional angle that I found pretty profound.
I know you probably don't want to hear it but since I did a 180 (Matt Stone approach) my relationship with food and my body is positive and comfortable once again!
I'm even still "primal" in a way, just eating tubers & starchy veg for carbs!
I hope you feel better sooon!
Hi, I've actually been following your blog for quite some time now.
ReplyDeleteRandomly found it in January sometime ago.
I must say you've been an inspiration and quite motivating. I know things seem tough right now but you've made remarkable progress.
Keep it up! and I hope you'll feel much better in the morning.
Judith - that massage sounds like heaven right now! I might have to hit up the boyfriend and bribe him :)
ReplyDeleteAnonymous - sorry but I don't take advice from anonymous people. I mean, as far as I know you actually ARE Matt Stone just trying to drum up business? Please, leave your name next time, I hope you keep coming back!
Curvaceous Kiwi - HELLO and welcome! And thanks for your kind remarks! Three blogs, how do you keep UP with them all? :)
Meant to say earlier, BG, that pic is seriously creepy!
ReplyDeleteSorry about not leaving my name, I'm pretty shy online. I am definitely not Matt Stone, haha, I'm a young woman who thought he was kind of a fuckwad at first to be honest, I was a Sisson follower for a year and a half. I'm just speaking out as a former VLC/LC dieter and hoping to speak my piece as someone who's dealt with eating disorders, extreme dieting & self-loathing, sorry for the intrusion..
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